Friday, August 14, 2009

This semester's uni timetable has been SHIT for me. I'm still working abt the same hours as i've always been, but uni's timetable is just SHIT! It makes me tired ALL THE TIME!

on Tuesday i have a lecture which goes from 6.30pm-8.30pm. And there's only 1 lecture, normally we get to choose between 2, the morning lecture and night lecture.. but this one, there's only 1 bloody NIGHT lecture. imagine i have to work from 10-5, then catch the bus to uni and go for the lecture till 8.30 when it's all cold and dark outside. this is just stupid. why would they assume that all 3rd year students would have cars, and it's a bloody 10 mins walk to the bus stop from the lecture hall.. wat abt all the rape cases and assault cases that have happened from the past? I told my boss, Mike about this and he said, "No way! I can't believe u have to take the bus home at 8.30! If i were you, I won't even go." And every Tuesday, after work, he will remind me to text him when i get home safely (how sweet). And then, there's a morning lecture on Wednesday which starts at 8.30am. Which i've alrdy skipped for 2 weeks bcoz i'm just too tired from Tuesday and bcoz it was cold and raining heavily.

And then, on Friday, i have 3 tutorials and 2 lectures, starting from 9am-6.30pm, again when it's dark outside alrdy (coz it's winter now).. but yea i suppose 6.30 isn't as bad as 8.30, but still, i'm just too tired at the end of the day and then i have to wake up early for work on Saturday. Sunday is the only day where i get to rest, but seems like it isn't really doing much for me. i'm still tired and i feel really crappy and moody throughout the whole week especially when i have the 2 bloody NIGHT LECTURES.

Sigh.. and the units that i'm taking this semester are all hard units.. i'm worried abt my studies, i'm worried abt my future after i graduate, and i'm tired all the time.. a few friends of mine have been telling me to just stop worrying abt the future bcoz there's no way of telling the future for sure, even u have it all planned out.. and also bcoz it makes u stressed and tired which is certainly not wad i want.. but late at night when i'm lying on my bed, after been through one hell of a day, i still can't seem to fall right into sleep.. wat is wrong with me? i wish i could tell my brain to stop thkng, to be positive, to just enjoy life as it is.. but 4 days work and 3 days of uni a week, how am i supposed to enjoy this life?

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2 Comments:

Blogger melody said...

May be its the new routine that u need to get used to? Dont have any friends attending the same evening unit as you so that u can go together in the bus?
If work and studies tires u out so much then may be you shud cut down on work or dont work. Tiredness will make a person weak and prone to sickness.
Please remember that your health is most important..Dont worry about other things yet as God will take care of them all. One day at a time, girl. Just pray and leave them to God then U will sleep well.. God bless u , my child.

August 17, 2009 8:55 AM  
Blogger J&C said...

one would only appreciate the calm sea only after going through a storm.

the harder life is now, you know it'll only get better after this.

I have a new home! and it is PURPLEYYYYYYY =D

October 14, 2009 1:55 PM  

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